What does the cerebro mean? I'm not sure. I have limited usage and almost none when it comes to math but at times my instinct kicks in and my cerebro seems to function but first without making some of the most stupid mistakes in my life. I won't say what they are because I want to forget but I at times have not used my cerebro whether it was in the woman I chose or they chose me. I think they chose me and I was the no cerebro man that said yest. What was I suppose to say no? Let me think about it. I just didn't believe it would destroy part of my career but is there really one when you work at a community college that seems to have the worse reputation or is that just being part of Los Angeles.
What is my cerebro? Entertaining people, I'm not quite good at that or attempting to think things out. Yet then again it seems that I am only copying something from the past because it does not seem to come from thin air. Are we just fascist products of Americanism and Catholocism-Christiantiy that I am only suppose to follow orders that can't be followed. Not that I believe in the opposite of fascism because they seem to be the same tenor of follow someone else's orders or to just say hello no matter how much the suppository hurts.
Or maybe it's my metformin speaking for me telling me that I need to balance my sugar and insulin because otherwise I can die from a heart attack which might not be a bad thing after all except that I would leave my children and dogs behind and I just could not betray them that way. I can be faithful to them but not to no woman much less a strange woman. I am after all an Apache Mayo Cucapah where many wives were the norm until women accepted Christianity.
Off I go to the delves of the spirit where I venture off and wonder if I will return.
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