Rampart Records

Some ten plus years ago I was at the now closed Towers Records on Atlantic Blvd. in East LA/Monterey Park whatever. I was in my cultural awareness era where I felt that to be Mexican meant that I had to follow musical influence from southern Mexico. I had bought my fair share of Mana, Jose Alfredo and other crap that I was beginning to grow tired of. So I returned to another era that reminded me of my pre teen and teen years. I looked for one of my favorite in Freddy Fender and didn't find his music in the Nortenho section. I assumed they had sold out and then I looked for Los Lobos because in my teenage years "Will the Wolf Survive?" was being played on KROQ plus they sang nortenho and ranchera songs in Spanish much like Freddy Fender. To my surprise I did not find either artist in the Mexico Spanish sections.
Then my curiosity took me to the English sections of rock and to my surprise I found Los Lobos del Este in the rocknroll section and when I couldn't find Freddy, I asked and found him in the country section. I thought damn, Los Lobos are in Rocknroll and Freddy Fender in country western. I was surprised to have found Mexican American nortenha songs in RocknRoll and in Countrywestern. It left me with alot of questions about how Mexican Americans were categorized and one of them was not in the Latin America section and not even in the Mexico section. I was confused.

Through the years I have realized that the separation and not inclusion would come to predict the future in directly. Now in my early 40's I have gone through a metamorphis of the sort that has epiphatized into the fact that I as a Mexican American am a different kind of animal apart from that Mexico section that does not depend on anything from Mexico or person to determine who I am, how I think and how I perceive others. This is not popular because the Chicano academic circles believe we are all the same when the fact US born and by generation and Apache heritage I have come to conclude that Mexico does not determine who I am. I do not depend on them for my cultural expression.

When I shared this belief with a person I met recently in the last year and a half by the name of Hector Gonzalez who I met through East LA College. Our unique distinction is that we were both forced out of East LA College by the Greek Chair of Chicano Studies. So we bonded under those tiring circumstances. But as I got to know him I learned that he inherited a music label by the name of Rampart Records when the original owner Eddie Davis passed away. Hector's connection was that he played with a music group called Eastside Connection and then later Lava and the Hot Rocks. Hector is a throw back to the 1970's kind of Mexican American who called themselves Chicanos. He is still kind of an original Chicano but because non Mexican Americans have stolen that identity including not just Mexico born but even Central Americans, the word has lost meaning.

When I expressed my thoughts with Hector that Mexican Americans have been thrown under the bus in this era because all brown people have been lumped as one with more attention given to those born in Mexico who succeeded and now those without documents plastering their faces all over television begging to be granted amnesty when they broke US law. The Mexican American like Hector or myself have been forgotten because we are easy to and their is this belief that we have it made because we were born in the US and also because we are lazy. We don't need White people to tell us we're lazy, the foreign born Mexicans will tell us we are not hardworkers.

Hector's response was surprising to me because I come across as some right wing nut but forget about the fact that I have a right to defend myself when he stated, "Paisa radio stations don't pay attention to Mexican Americans. Even if we sing in Spanish they won't play our music so we don't have an outlet". I don't know anything about music and radio play but I do know that I never heard Los Lobos or Freddy Fender on no KWKW or KLVE. "We don't get any radio play so all of our music is underground" only proves what I have been  feeling for a long time. That the arrival of Mexican nationals endangers our American existence because our needs get pushed aside and forgotten along with our history. And nobody is advocating for us because we have no legal definition nor income and much less sympathy.

I remember once reading commentaries from a White woman in the LA Times over the direction at that time of Self Help Graphics, while a new guy advocated for Latin America by the name of Gustavo LeClerc who righteously thought it was time to include people like him, the White lady opposed it because she stated it hurt Mexican Americans and moved the focus away from the community. And was she ever right.

Lastly, even Hector has been told by a White person in the music industry that the arrivals of the "Paisas" have really hurt the Mexican Americans from the US. Was he ever correct.

And Hector continues to push the sound that existed way before the paisas arrived and the sound that was paid with through flipping burgers as the man funded the Eastside Sounds through his restaurant and who believed Mexican Americans had a vital cultural component. Eddie Davis proved that by giving ownership to  Hector when he passed. And for me, I stopped listening to music from Mexico because my heart's not there, my heart is at home.